5 minutes and never a title

it has been some time now since my last entry. i guess the hype of blogging was done out of boredom after all..u know..special sem n stuff.

it has been 2 days now since i was elected the new sife president. yeah..i know,..the big kahuna..mr president of sife uniten.

just great~

i mean i'd always dreamt of what um gonna do if had tht kind of power..but having it somehow felt...sucks. i mean the resposibility..the expectations..well lets just say tht um not a big fan of those kinda things. what the hell did those guys see in me anyway?

n later that night..came my girlfriend's wrath. hahahaha. i'm not exactly sure why..but she really DOES NOT like it that i was elected the new president. something about i wouldn't have enuf time left for "us" or something like tht. in a way she was right..you know,..like uncle Ben said to peter parker,"with great power comes greater responsibility"..i guess now tht i am the new president i'd have to keep up to what people's expectation,..or not. i think um gonna make it clear in the next meeting that they can't expect nething great to come out of me..hahaha..gives me a tiny wee bit illusion of freedom.

newho, back to tht nite. me and my gurl had a fight about the subject. and i mean a fight with a capital F. a huge one, where we nearly ended up to being just frens..all becoz of sife. the hateful sife..thats what she calls it..hahaha

um gonna skip the watery details on tht. neways at the end after a long talk, we made it through..yet again. big relief it was. at some point tht nite i really felt trapped n didn't know what to do. being asked to choose between sife n ur probable wife...i mean being with sife, i'd be given the opportunity to explore what um really capable of..u know..finding out what makes me tick or what not. but at the same time i'd really like for me n my gurl to go on..u know..to jinjang pelamin n stuff..hehe..yeah i know..um a dreamer..shut up.

she said it then that well sometimes you can't have it all. i don't see it tht way i guess.


it's gonna take some time for me to adjust my mindset and get into the game i can tell u that. i just hope that someday,..like 2-3 years from now..people would look back and say - that is one kick-ass president..

hehehe..