So it has been what, like 2 months now since sife was practically my life. Since then i've been like distancing myself from it and all that is related to it. Not a nice thing to do, i know - especially if you're the president. Some might call it selfish even. I guess I can't object to that I suppose. But I guess the way I see it, in life there's priorities. One need to be able to differentiate between what one wants, and needs. And I guess at the moment, I need to study. I need more time to be able to study in the manner of my own choosing. I guess last semester really taught me a lot in terms of pressure management - to the extent that I dont think I want to sit in that position again. It's been hectic. It's like walking down a thorny path. Or maybe I'm just exaggerating stuff up. Hahaha.. Guess at times I don't think I have it in me to lead people. At least not yet anyway. No zero to hero for me. I think.

Life after SIFE is good. Not saying that all is bad while I was with SIFE. I did learnt a lot while I was there. It's all a matter of looking at things from a perspective. From different angles. I mean if people hadn't been scolding me throughtout the year, how the hell would I know that I actually don't make a great leader? Yep - no one would've known. At least now I know where I lack and maybe later if i feel like it i could change. As if I want to. Hahahaha...i'm such a stubborn person.

SIFE IS LIFE
STRIVE FOR SIFE
BUT DONT MAKE SIFE YOUR WIFE
- Lord Vader

The guy will be leaving in october if i'm not mistaken. He will be missed.

In other news, me and my pals went to PD this mid break. Spent like 3 days, 2 nights, and approximately RM100 there. On the first day we went to Melaka, saw the A Famosa fort, later went to Umbai to have ikan bakar. Nice place.

....Somehow i've lost my enthusiastic-ness in writing this blog right now. Demmit. Maybe I'll continue later when i feel like it. If there's such a time i suppose..

Ah-ha. by the way. I've suffered quite a sunburn from the trip. Now my face is like a scaly snake. Say it few more times!!! Scaly snakes scaly snakes scaly snakes..hahah

Later.



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